One year gone and still don't know my destination...

I really envy my cousins and some of my college colleagues. I wonder how are they so clear about what they want and dont want in life. I wonder how on the earth do they like their job and how is it that they stick there for more than a year? Seriously I envy them and sometimes wish that even I should stay a bit committed to my new job.

But guess what...fourth job within a year and a half and I am already bored. It's been just 3 months since I joined my new job and I have already started hating it. Despite the fact that my office is close to my home, I get a decent pay and good designation...I am not enjoying it at all. I feel like a machine...producing same old stuff in the same old manner. I need variations...I want to venture into many zones (some conventional and some unconventional). I want to be a film-maker, a hard core journalist or an entrepreneur. I want to be an Ambani, no wait...how about a Laxmi Mittal or noooo....probably a Warren buffett. See I cant even decide on my role model or what I want to become. That's exactly how confused and undecided I am by nature. I feel like a nomad belonging to the stone age era.

I don't know if there are others who are as confused as me. If there are then I bet on reading my blog...they would feel assured that they are not alone and if there are not then I guess I am the only 'different' person existing on this planet which anyways makes me feel like some extra-terrestrial animal from some other planet.